Distance

"I'll go and find the mountain"

The crusty shell of loneliness grew over me again. What i am getting out of this scenario, thats the question often asked by those who refuse to believe me. I've felt the urged on putting all the sarcastic voice in my head and go on with the journey i want to pursue but it stuck in my head. I've never been lost before, now I am!

"If you don't mind, you won't find it"

"Let go"

Things have gone downhill. I no longer feel comfortable just by thinking of what had happened. It hurts that all the chances was ruined by simple mistake.

"Without making the first step how can i make forward?"

Maybe the happy ending is watching the boat go.
From afar, i will see you through!
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Pagmamanipula


Nasa gitna ng higanteng tanikala,
Ang bagwis rumasagasa,
Ayaw isipin na sinadya,
Ng pagkakataon na kumawala.

Gustong sunggaban ang lakas ng alon,
Kahit hindi tiyak saan paroroon,
Kalawang at anay nakabaon,
Sa gintong palamuti ng ibon.

Litanya ng makata,
Sa makitid na sinulid nakamarka,
Lumakad sa kanilang dikta,
Iyon ang sukatan ng pakikisama.

Tumalikod ng kusa,
Sa palingon 'di na aasa,
Nalagas na pahina,
Pagwawakas ang dala.
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Buhos Ng Ulan


Kasabay ng malakas na buhos ng ulan,
Ang lungkot sa pakiramdam,
Dumaloy ang tigmak na emosyon,
Kasabay ng tahimik na palahaw.

Nakagapos ang ulirat,
Sa naglipanang "mangmang",
Busabos ang tingin,
Sa estrangherong inaalipin.

Dumaloy ang luha,
Sa pagpatak ng ulan,
Nakaukit sa isip,
Pagsuko hindi masasambit.

Nagniningas na galit,
Ikukubli sa dingding,
Sa bukana ng pinto,
Ngiti ang ipaparating.

Naghahalukipkip na kirot,
Itatagong pilit,
Nakatayong matibay,
Iyan ang isasagot.

Ang daing sasarilinin,
Sa pagtila ng ulan ililibing,
Ginintuang puso ang yayakapin,
Sa kabila ng paninimdim.
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Jaded

Step with dexterity,
For my soul has wandered off,
I am in a cliff hanging,
All i can see are shadows of unwanted pains.

I want to collect the warmth of summer,
While the sea is calm,
I want to smell the frangrance of blooming flower,
While i enjoy the wind.

then....

The shattered mirror reappears,
The weather's gone bad.

in the midst,
I am floating,
Drowning,
Falling hard.
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"It is better
to LOVE twice and much;
than once but less."

Jeanne Moreau


‎"Do not withold good from those to whom it is due, when it is in the power of your hand to do so."

Proverbs 3:27
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Lapida


Palahaw sa sulok,
Ang sakit at kirot,
Iniwang musmos,
Tanong 'di masagot.

Nakatitig sa tatlong letra,
Isipan tulala,
Titik sa iyong lapida,
Wala ng halaga.

Namimighati ang damdamin,
Nalagas ang pag-asa man din,
Ngayon sinong yayakapin,
Sa oras na ang daming hinaing.

Kinukudlit ang budhi,
Katagangkatagang namumutawi,
Sa oras ng pighati,
Kanino na ibabahagi?
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Dalampasigan

Pagmasdan ang alon,
Habang papunta sa pampang,
Umaawit,
Sumasayaw.

Nag-uunahan,
Tila naglalaro,
Inaakit ang aking kamalayan,
Sa gitna ng pusong napapagal.

Ang simoy ng hangin,
Ang sarap ng hagod,
Kinakalma ang aking isipan,
Sa gunita ng kahapon.

Sa mismong lugar na ito,
Sinambit ang pangalan ko,
Mamahalin ng buong-buo,
Iyan ang pinangako.

Dapithapon na ngayon,
Mata'y di natutuyo at mugto,
Inaantay ang araw kusang tumago,
Baka sakaling luha'y huminto.

Winawaglit sa guni-guni,
Ang tinig isinasantabi,
Subalit dala hanggang hating gabi,
Saan nagkamali ang tanong lagi.

Andito na ako sa dulo,
Nakikita ko lang ang iyong anino,
Kumakaway at nagsusumamo,
Huwag bumitaw, wag manlulumo
.
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Taob

Maingay,
Nakakabingi,
Nakakadismaya,
Nakakasuka.

Tinuturong salarin,
Ayaw pasupil,
Sa nagbabalatkayong Anghel,
Kailangan sambahin.

Pitik bulag,
Sa pula o sa puti,
Sa rosas nakatali,
Kadenang nababali.

Balatkayo ng kabayo,
Iba ang nilalaro,
Ngunit gusto nito,
Sariling araro.

Pumipiglas,
Humuhulagpos,
Ang diwang bastos,
Sa palahaw na paos.
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Kulto

Yanah: haller ate bhing! may tanong ako! dito ka po ba sa FB nakatira? ahihihi kase everytime sisilip ako and2 ka wahahahaha...

Bhing: may tanong dn ako saiyo, bakit kunyari wala ka sa FB pero andun k lagi sa twitter! hahaha!

Nakakatuwa, nakakatawa ang nangyari nitong isang Linggo. Madaming "nakakagimbal" na rebelasyon. Si Yanah naging "callgirl" daw siya ng PEBA. May "kultong" nabuo at nawindang ang mundo ng isang chemist. hahaha! Oh noh si "the pope" nasapian na rin. Si Lord CM, master na ngayon. Black belter na siya :))

Ang saya ng ganung usapan, nawala ang mga stress at nalibang ang lahat. Sana once in a while may ganung forum kasi lumalabas ang ibang katauhan ng mga serious type. Mga joker din pala. Salamat sa masasayang usapan :)

(take note mga professionals yan and successful in their chosen field pero nagagawa nilang makibagay sa lahat)

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Morning Rush

Natawa ako sa mensahe na nabasa ko pag open ng blog. :) It shows which kind and where you belong. I really can't wait for next year. I don't have to worry about the sarcasm and too deregatory term you implied for time will come i can use the name without the judgement of people. Church and state will honor it. :) not only in my wildest dream but bounded by the constitution.

I don't want to sound discrimatory but i can't help to wonder. Who's crossing the line? Judging people, saying names that you don't even know shows no class. We are all entitled for our own opinion yet be wiser in dragging names because you are ruining their reputation. I feel pity for them, suddenly they are part of a larger picture. Clap! Clap! Is it the drama that you want to unfold or the ego that been damaged.

If you are not affected, be quite. It is the best answer and revenge. As for me, i will shout and will always be proud of my chosen life. The path i am walking has nothing to do with you anymore, for whatever journey i take, it's my choice. Who is making a fuss anyway? I'm tired and sick everytime i wrote something you assumed it's YOU.

By the way did you know the text messages of someone related to you, Please help us! Pls! for that i'm convinced i did my part as a responsible partner. I always do even if you don't care, even if you don't noticed. Don't hide in your shadow because financially you depended on me. I became the _____. ^_^ It's not about bragging in the things i do, it's about realising that you became my cross yet you managed to flaunt the other way around. Self projection is your forte.

Oppsss might get in your ego again. Sorry! We will cross our path even if we don't want to. I am waiting for that moment and the perfect time for everything. Have my/our house might as well dwell on it. :))
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