April 26, 2018 (Thursday)
We had a Civil Wedding Ceremony @ The Office of City Clerk Grand Concourse Bronx NY, officiated by a Judge. This is my first marriage, mixed emotions were present during that day. I missed my family too especially Mama, how I wished she witnessed the memorable moment.
Everyone always says that when you meet that one person you are supposed to be with the rest of your life, will know that they are the one the instant you meet him or her. For some of us that will never happen, but for the lucky people when it happened it is the greatest feeling in the world. For me love is out there you just have to be one of the lucky people to find it.
Girls dream of happily ever after so do I. As my journey unfolds, pain and betrayal was a too much to handle and for a while I was blinded by emotions; bitterness and resentment clouded the goodness of my heart. I swayed away from relationship and put a wall; good man doesn’t exist anymore.
I buried myself and embrace work as my life. I acquired more responsibilities to hide the other part of my existence. They say true love will just knocked on your door unexpectedly, I guessed that’s what happened to our love story.
One who discovers the true meaning of love and achieves it with a significant other will far surpass any other’s life. The true meaning of love is an outstanding goal and, when achieved, will be greatly beneficial. Persons who find this love with each other are few and far between. The lives of many are spoiled by greed and insecurity. Love is a very good medicine, so to speak; it will cure most of one’s problems. When times are hard and one has to really look at how bad one’s life is, just having someone to love in the most unconditional way will cure all troubles.
You have no idea how you’ve changed my life. I used to feel so alone and afraid in this world. I didn’t believe I could find someone who could truly love me for who I am. I never thought that I could find that one person who can revive my faith in everything. And yet here you are, the pillar of strength that keeps me going, the light that guides me towards a better future. You can’t imagine how much of an impact you’ve made in my life. I can only hope to do the same for you. I want to be that person for you if you’d let me. I love you so much that I won’t stop until I’ve made sure that you’re the happiest man on earth.
Looking back, you made me feel as though there was nothing I could say that could articulate the waves in my stomach. I was taken back by your smile & the words you spoke. You are the most genuine and sincere man I’ve ever known aside from my Papa.
I hope I am making you happy in spite of my stubbornness. I love you so much!